i may or may not have bought laxatives today. i may or may not be dying my hair blonde right now. i may or may not have hurt myself. i may or may not have purged. i may be breaking down. He promised me Paris. He promised me he wouldn't leave me. I promised I wouldn't cheat. Now I've lost him and he isn't coming home. 
I love you, not just for now, but for always, and I dream of the day that you’ll take me in your arms again. I was there when you said forever and always. Wednesday, I wanted to kill myself. Luckily, people care. 


and i sit here and wonder, am i on your mind as much as you're on mine?

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